Thursday, February 10, 2011

Jangan Ganggu Kerja Saya

Awak memang nak tunjuk bagus
Awak memang suka pretended to be innocent
Pretended to be honest in each of your words

Awak memang begitu sejak dari dulu...

I certainly have no problem because the truth will ultimately prevail

YES !!....you have LOST yesterday!

YES !!....I WON yesterday!
I won because I just do my job
I won without having to say a word
I don't like to condemn just to show that I am good
I don't have to show that I am good because I was good

Hahahahaa..
YES...YOU LOSE & I WIN

Nahhh..rasakan....

Tuesday, February 8, 2011

Addicted

Mode #1
Almost lost guidelines watching Grey's Anatomy. Wondered at the effect of tv shows in the children's lives today. An adult was almost caught up and affected, what about those who are young teenagers. Everything is misleading in the absence of strong religious beliefs. How to get rid of that feeling. Feels like to try, but no, I can't...it's in my head, all over my head. Arrrghhhh....

Oh God, strengthen my faith to cope with these allegations, and blot out the feeling so that I did not get lost.

Arrrghhhhhhh.....I've to do somethin...

Lagu best



End of the day is years away
I close my eyes to see your face
The more I wait the longer it takes
It feels like time is standing still
Wherever you go whatever you do
I want you to know that you're on my mind



I fell in love with......
I'm lost...Lost in a fantasy...
Thinking of you....always....

Friday, December 31, 2010

2011

It's been a year from the day this blog was created. Nothing much has been said, but only a few entries throughout the 12 months.

I am expecting a question will be asked to me next year and the year after. So, i already prepared two sets of answers. One set will be answer to someone that i believe has an understanding about real life & the meaning of destiny. And another set of answer is for anyone who are expecting that all humankind in this world have the same path like them. Let them wondering till the end.

I am not interested to tell them what I went through all this while. Actually, i am a little bit tension with the conversion of my age from 2 to 3. I can’t stop the tick-ticking of the clock, but, no, I still haven’t found him. But I’m hopeful.

This year, I’m counting down the New Year with a bunch of love songs. A little bit melodramatic, because, again, I still haven’t found him. But I’m hopeful.

I am hoping that this year ahead will bring us joy & completes what is incomplete.

Life would be such a wonderful if we can predict the unpredictable, expect the unexpected matters, but yet, life is lead differently, you have to decide based on how yours is going or the direction its heading.

As long as i have faith, it will lead me to the next step even though i don't see the whole staircase.

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!

Tuesday, October 26, 2010

Entry masuk bakul angkat sendiri

Dia ni seorang pekerja yang baik. Dia xberkira sgt bab2 keje lebih masa, kna ganggu wktu weekend, kna keje public holiday, kna dtg opis mlm2 dan etc8. Dia juga xbyk mengeluh psl apa2 yg dia xpuas ati. Boleh kata dia ni spesis ikhlas bekerja. Bukan bekerja semata2 nk dpt gaji ujung bulan. Spesis mcm dia ni dia rasa dh xbyk kt bandar dia ni. Kalo ada pun sorang dua, salah sorang adalah pesaing kuat dia yg keje kt jaya gading dulu.

Oleh sbb dia ni xbyk mengeluh, lebih byk la yg dia pendam. Selagi dia boleh bekerja & memenuhi permintaan bos dia, dia no hal punya. Tapi dlm diam2 dia, smpai satu tahap kalo dia dh rasa xseronok @ xsuka ngn sape2 disekeliling dia, dia tidak akan teragak2 buat decision yg plg drastik, iaitu hantar surat resign. Itulah perangai dia.

Kejadian semlm buatkan dia rasa panas hati. Tahap kesabaran dh smpai kemuncak kot. Dia dh habis bersabar dengan perangai mereka. Kadang2 dia rasa bosan, rasa menyampah. Bila dia dh rasa mcm tu, dia akan buat apa sahaja yang boleh tenangkan hati dia. Bila dia resign, company dia takkan jumpa dh seorang staf yg mcm dia. Mana ada dh dlm dunia ni spesis mcm dia yg xberkira psl keje, lebih2 lagi dia perempuan. Kwn2 dia yg lain skit2 mengeluh, skit2 xpuas hati. Dia hanya mendengar. Dia xsuka ckp byk.

Alangkah untungnya mana2 company dpt staf mcm dia. Tapi takpelah. Oleh sbb dia ni jenis xsuka nk menyusahkan org lain, dia mungkin akan buat apa yg dia rancangkan selama ni. Good luck pd dia. Rezeki ada dimana2.

Tuesday, September 28, 2010

Dia

Dia sedang melalui satu fasa dalam hidupnya, dimana dia merasa amat bahagia
Hatinya begitu tenang, tiada yang perlu difikirkan melainkan masalah kerja
Resahnya kerana bagaimana nk siapkan tugas yang bertimbun atas meja
Bimbangnya kerana risau due date hampir tiba
Sedihnya hanya kerana kesihatan ibunya terjejas sentiasa

Dia xperlu lagi sakit hati
Dia xperlu lagi fikir bagai nak mati
Dia xperlu lagi buat andaian membuta tuli
Kerana cinta hatinya telah pergi
Cinta hatinya yang dulu disanjung tinggi
Tetapi kini telah jatuh darjatnya hingga ke kaki

Dia tidak salahkan Ilahi
Takdir Tuhan ada hikmah tersembunyi
Menanti terpancar disuatu hari

Dia bahagia hidup sendiri
Melayari bahtera kehidupan duniawi
Kadang-kadang terasa sunyi
Sepi tiada teman disisi
Tapi dia ingat apa yang dijanji
Jodoh pertemuan ditangan Ilahi

Kadang-kadang dia rindu
Pada ungkapan i love u
Tapi ada apa dengan cinta padamu
Jika tindakan selalu melulu

Dia menyesal
Kerana dulu dia alpa
Kerana dulu dia leka
Sedikit rasa cinta menjadikan dia buta

Jika cinta dapat dekatkan dirinya kpd Pencipta
Moga segerakan pertemuannya dengan sang jejaka
Tapi jika cinta membawanya ke neraka
Moga hatinya tak perlu dibajai lagi dgn cinta manusia

Inilah bahagia....dia bahagia

Wednesday, September 1, 2010

Aku Tergoda....


Dia agak mempesonakan
No wonder my boss tertawan

Dia memang mempesonakan
Wajah yang bengis tiba-tiba tersenyum menawan

Tidak hairan ramai yang menggilai
Dan kini aku memahami
Kerana aku telah melalui

Ternyata pesonanya memikat
Sehingga aku nyaris-nyaris terpikat...

Thursday, August 26, 2010

Penantian



Separuh jiwaku telah jadi satu
Tak sabar ku menunggu
Datangnya sang waktu
Tuk membuat sejarah baru
Hari terus berlalu
Menanti kuterharu
Tuk melukiskan cerita baru

Satu nafasku kian jadi satu
Bahagia yang kutunggu
Peluk erat dirimu
Berbisik ayat-ayat rindu
I just want to say i love u
I need u and i miss u